hello everyone, Namaste
I decided to write it here as I am looking for some kind of very honest, kind and pure advice for my case, which for many years seems to be haunting me, and I have tried so many things but it just seems to be getting worse.
I got into Yoga as I hoped it could help me somehow, and change the way I see things in life. I suffer from depression, i feel most of the time in my life sad and empty, I feel lonely and I feel i could just die at any time and that would make me happier somehow,
I struggle to go to work, to get up of bed and to keep my Yoga practice.
I decided to go to Thailand in november and to study a teacher training program for a month in Ashtanga style, I had so much hope and expectations, as I was going to gain qualifications and to become a person with less stress and more in peace with my self, but like everything else in my life it did not seem to work either/.
I came back to australia, and I started feeling less motived toward sYoga and my practice, even though I have been pushing myself to do it almost everyday, but i dont have any pleasure at all, it s a struggle, and imagine the other aspects of my life, very much the same or even worse.
When i get in in the morning I just wish I could stay in bed all day, and never leave, i have a very low self steam and I am always taking to myself and my mind really disturbs me, I am always thinking the world is against me, and also I hate the sexual orientation, i am a gay guy who does not like being gay and do not like to be around other gay guys.
I have been trying to chat and listening to very peacefull yoga songs and I am trying to keep going, but i feel its getting no where,
I have seen psycologists, doctors, etc... nothing helps me and I think I have no more hope.
I am writing to you so maybe you can send me some prays and positive energy,
Many Thanks and Kind blessing for you all
Love
Cesar
On 24/01/2011, at 6:32 AM, Lily Goodale wrote:
> Sat Nam, Please check out www.yokids.org . We ahve been in the public schools in
> Maine for seven years. We have been well recieved and continue to add new
> schools every year. Sat Nam Raj Kirin Kaur/Lily Goodale
>
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